As I write this, I am in one of my favorite spots. I am sitting in a beautiful old prayer chapel. This place has been one of my favorite spots to go to over the last few years to meet with Jesus and listen for Him to speak.
I came here tonight though with a heavy heart. There are so many people who are hurting around me. I feel so sad and burdened.
I have a friend who came close to ending her life this week.
I have another friend who is having to watch her grandmother go through the aging process. She is physically caring for her grandmother and she is hurting because death is scary.
My sweet six year old I nanny fractured his wrist today. I held him while he cried out in pain. I held his sister when she was scared because of his tears.
I have another friend who is facing tremendous financial stress. She is facing losing her apartment and she literally needs a miracle.
Why are so many people hurting? Where are you, God? Why can You not heal my friend’s grandmother? Why did Callen have to go through the pain of a fractured wrist? Where were you when my friend wanted to take her life? Why are you not giving my friend the money she needs?
Isn’t it funny how all it takes is sitting in God’s Presence, and actually speaking out loud all the things that are trapped in your heart and mind, for your faith to start waking up again?
I find myself repeating now, “I believe You are the God of miracles.”
If you are hurting and wondering when God is going to show up in the midst of your situation, make the time to be with Him. You might literally have to make the time. I had to tonight. I just left the hospital where I was visiting my friend, who by God’s grace did not take her life. I came straight to this prayer chapel, despite knowing I “did not have the time.”
If you are wanting for your prayer to be answered or your miracle to come, please do whatever it takes to make the time to sit with God. I wholeheartedly believe that sometimes I do not hear from God because He does not have enough time or space in my life to speak.
Please do not take what I am saying wrong. I am not saying that God is not all powerful and mighty. I am not saying He is limited by our time and space continuum. But what I am saying is that He has given you and I a free will. And we make the choice how much time and space we give Him to speak.
So again. Please make the time.
Read Matthew 13 when you come to Him. If you are hurting or worried or scared, it will remind you of the hope you have for heaven coming one day.
If you are okay (and it is okay for you to be okay!), still read Matthew 13. It will give you a sense of urgency to share the Gospel because there IS a heaven. And we who believe in heaven should desire that all men come to join us there.
If you think of it, please pray for my people I mentioned in this post. There is power in prayer and I believe that man’s words in prayer reach the heart of God!
Please know that I prayed for you as I wrote this. I prayed for you as I sat on this old wood floor in the prayer chapel. As I prayed, I did not know your burden, but our Heavenly Father did.
Matthew 13 ends with the sobering reality that Jesus could not perform His mighty works in Nazareth because of their unbelief. The Holy Spirit will not force miracles on a audience who does not believe.
I decided tonight that I am not going to miss out on God’s mighty works in my own life or in the lives of my people because of unbelief. I am praying that same thing for you, too.
Please continue to pray for my Dad and the other nine brothers and sisters in Christ ministering in Romania. As they continue to minister at the two separate camps, pray that they are sensitive to the Spirit’s leading. Pray they respond and share the Gospel despite language barriers or cultural differences. Pray for protection for those who are battling sickness and strength for those who are tired.